It hit me
I will never know what color your eyes were
I will never know what your voice would sound like
I will never know how soft your feet would feel
I will never know what your tears would look like
I will never know how your sleep breathe would feel like
I will never know how our bond would be
I will never know how to walk you to school everyday
Still my child
Without you
I would never have known the beauty of life
If you never existed
Even for a second, a minute
You will never be replaced
As you were my little miracle
I will never know your heartbeat out of my womb
I will never know what your tantrums would be like
I will never know what your fingernails would look like
I will never know your soft lips on my breasts
I will never know your beautiful yawn as you fall asleep
I will never know your fears in nightmares you would have
Still my child
I would never have known the beauty of life
If you never existed
Even for a second, a minute
You will never be replaced
As you were my little miracle
You had
A heartbeat I never got to hear
A cry I never got to soothe
A hunger I never got to satiate
A thirst I never got to quench
A love I never got to satisfy
Though you lay still I Label you
My little miracle
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beautiful…the poem itself is a little miracle in itself….nicely woven…true colours….
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It’s bitter sweet, i got a chance to carry him yet he left earth before we could do so much…
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Sorry…couldn’t realize and relate….but must be an angel…for God wanted to take over the charge…but didn’t feel the need to ask for your permission…Stay awake…for He must have great plans for you ahead…
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Azariah Nathan is a miracle for sure.
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He truly was a miracle. Children tend to make you see the world a lot differently, clearly and so special.
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I know he was a miracle. I am so sorry for your loss. So deeply sorry for your loss and I truly have no words for your loss. I cannot imagine what you had to go through and are going through. I admire your strength and courage. Every child is a miracle and a gift from God no matter how old or young they are. You are a great mother because you have so much love and always will. You got to experience the miracle of him growing inside you… and you love him so that makes you a forever momma. That is a beautiful miracle. I am so sorry just so sorry it was short and only God knows the reason for that. I know your Azariah Nathan was a beautiful baby boy and he always will be. I am so sorry if any of this sounded stupid. It is just that I don’t want anyone to ever take the miracle of him growing inside you away because that makes you a mommy. <3
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Everything you’ve said is just right. Him growing inside me gave me the chance to experience motherhood in all its perfrction. I will forever be greatful for that as no one can take that away from me. Thank you so much again❤❤
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